love of my life

May be I am not the one

May be you are not the one

And yet we met

Met very briefly for just two years.

The first day I saw I fell in love with you

Since then I kept on looking towards you

Sometimes you did smile which I didn’t expect

So I too forced a smile later feeling stupid of myself

You always wore blue jeans & blue t-shirt

My favourite colour;

My another favourite colour is grey

In which I imagined you sometimes

With my eyes closed trying to get closer to you

So that my breathe smells like your skin.

Once I got an opportunity to steal your pen

But there were others who would have turned to look at me

When you would be searching in vain your prized possession

I wouldn’t have been able to face them

They would have certainly stalked me.

And we met again

When we descended the stairs together

I had slowed down to see you from back

As you went away in your world of transition.

It never happened that we got knocked

At the turning of the walls

They always meet on the other side

In my day dreams at the corner

How I wish we got wet by sprinkler

That watered the little garden

And placed our palms on the fountain

As if our soul’s were in marriage

Yes we would have met

But dreams imagination & thoughts

Seldom align to make a path for desires.

But we will meet; And we meet again

When I had stopped at the signal

And you asked where was I headed

Yes we were headed in the same direction

But different destinations,

It was the first day you spoke to me

I was lost in my happy thoughts

Yes we had met then.

We met when we ate on the same table

Talking about a film which hit the box office

To make the actor an overnight superstar,

Oh we should have met at the play

“Jesus Christ the Superstar “.

Yes I agree I had felt weak & motionless

At your touch, frozen in time, deaf in silence

You said something!

We had met then as the soothing souls

Very briefly not to part

But to meet again & again along a distance

At the street

At the theatre

Criss crossing unconsciously

Accidentally falling prey to the natural habitants

I know I should have told you

“I love you & pray for you”

Sometimes things don’t happen

The way we think, maybe its right

The longing to meet again

The longing to love you

To mend my broken world

Maybe just for that content

We meet looking into each other’s eyes

In flame and rain

In the sky and pain

Time moves runs but does it oscillate

To meet on the 31st of December.

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